Are you a carbon copy? If so who are you fashioned after? God made us in his image and installed free will. So we are not exact duplicates of God, we are made and designed to be unique individuals.
So stop trying to be one of the Crowd. Each member of God’s family is unique, otherwise we could not function together as a family or the body of Christ.
No two snowflakes are alike, each one is different so that they can interlock together to form a snow ball, or coat and cover the ground in their beauty. Even loose they overlay to create a beautiful blanket of white.
I can never be one of the crowd, because I am not made that way. I am and will always be a child of the Lord.
Even a military squad is made up of individuals each one with unique and special talents, and when they work together, they accomplish their assignments with unique precision and ability. Yet each man is unique, different from their brothers. Yet they function as a precision unit, because each is different.
So, think about it. Each one of us, God’s Children, while we follow the Lord and become close and intimate with him, we are still walking different paths that prepare us for the journey ahead and the work that the Lord has for the Body. Though we study the same information, and verses we receive a different and unique revelation from the Holy Spirit designed to help us accomplish God’s desire, and when you put us together, we work much better to Accomplish the will of God. It is those very unique talents and skills that allow us to come together and accomplish the plan and will of God.
So never think of yourself as ordinary or just one of the crowd, you are special to the Lord. Each one of us is uniquely designed and created. The potter makes even the “copies” different. Even twins , Identical, are different. Our Father can tell who is who just by seeing them, hearing them and he knows them each. Because they are unique.